Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Good morning

Well, this is a better day than yesterday. I took my second midterm last night and I think I did really good but I wont know my grade until next week. I am excited about doing this blog because writing has always been such an outlet for me. I feel that I can share what I feel without having to keep things bottled up.
I guess right now one of the biggest things going on in my life is my church. I was very upset about our pastor resigning. I have a lot of feelings about this and I really need toget them out. I was hurt at first and then angry but now I dont know how I feel. I feel like he has abandoned us at a very crucial time. He has a gift that God has given him but he is bailing on us. Period, end of story. I have to believe that maybe God is moving him out in order to get the right pastor in who will get the job done that needs to be done. I know a lot of people really love out pastor and they are so hurt. I am just happy that they are not taking our childrens pastor. I guess the reason I am so angry about this is because not too long ago when our church aquired a second campus he promised us that he wasnt leaving. But now he is even taking the other Pastor with him!!!! So now we have 2 campus' and neither one has a pastor. The church he is going to has 3 services every Sunday and 3000 members but he claims that they have financial problems...sorry I am not buying it....I guess I have to wonder what the real reason is that he is leaving. My gut tells me there is more to this than he is telling. But one thing I do know is that it will all come out eventually. My prayer now is that our new pastor will have a true heart and a true compassion for lost souls. Our church is very unique because it is very diverse and my prayer is that it becomes even more diverse.
Well, I guess I have vented enough for now.....
Have a blessed day!!!

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